sittin, waitin, smokin, listenin-

                     death note.' in media studies. =p

ive got nothing much to say about my old boring dull life. its been a pretty boring week?. been getting introuble pretty much in art. every single lesson the teacher just picks on me eventhough if i did my work ill still get introuble so what the fuck is the point of me to do the fucking work. i dunno, i hvnt like got pissed at the teachers just been keeping it in which is good. hope it stays like this all the way coz i dun wan to fight back againts these teachers coz ill just get busted even more.

I feel so fucking weak today. after school went home slept woke up feeling dead but i was awake. didnt feel like doing anything or anything which involves me moving. i dunno what is up but yeah, oh wellllllls maybe im just tired from running in the fucking jungle in PE.

"bah adangtah, alum lagi ku puas hati sama kau ani tapikan aku bersabar sja, walaupun pagi2 aku bangun aku pikir sal kau whether if i should or not. tapikan ku biarkan sja sal apajua kalau ku memuaskan hati ku wah arah kau? apajua ku dapat dari aatu. nasib jua ko ani aku bepikir wah mun inda wah mati ko." Your just another hater on my list.

cant wait till new years, need to start a new good fresh year =] hopefully is all gooooood. time to enjoy life. anyways thats all imma say i guess.

DAMAI sja!

In the morning

Its 6:30 AM and yet im still awake, hvnt slept for the whole day and plus i hvnt had a good sleep for the past few days. mostly because i sleep really late and wake up a few hour later. i know its bad for me and stuff like that but what can i do when i just cant sleep. ive been watching movies like crazy just to make me fall to sleep but i usually end up watching it till the end.

Havent seen sunlight since yesterday till now because its been raining like crazy. A rainy day is pretty depressing because the sky is dull and dark so sometimes it would just ruin my whole day. I think sunlight makes me smile, night makes me think and sun rise makes me free. i dunno what time im gonna sleep so i guess im just gonna keep tryin by watching a movie to get me to sleep. gonna watch "Griffin & pheonix", ive watched the first part and it was interesting so i guess im gonna finish it off and hopefully by the end of the movie ill be asleep [=.

1 week holiday isnt enough for me coz i dont have the mood to start working anytime soon. still in the holiday moood, oh well its life heh. anyways thats all imma say peacee.

DAMAI, smile and the world will smile with you.

written by his friends!

this is Azhim,

im watching hehehehe =8) i think i look like Sean Kingston, thats what people said lah. but im not so sure myself ah. we're at Netcom. me like to sing Beautiful Girlz.

i watched High School Musical 3 this afternoon with my school friends, i like it alot.

ps: i think Queen Latifah is hot =8)

this is Tarzam,

i go to Basi Buruk gym. im from the Iban tribee. i come from Kuching lah. the jis school no like me, so i go to LCB. i think im very popular there, people said im very cute when i go in the school. i go a new hair cut, makes me look round like a dog.

I love Rachel much much <3

this is Nadhirah,

okay, what the hell mann. so pacah.. haha.

The Question

Why you so happy?
- Because im still alive.

Im bored im bored. what am i suppose to do now when i cant sleep. i think i listen to like half of my playlist? been listening to music for like 5 hours straight now? i know pretty weird but ive got nothing to do!. i think im gonna go crazy soon haha. i have a huge headache now i think cause of the life coming from my computer screen. my lungs hurts but it comes and goes hmm i wonder why.

Was suppose to go raya-in today? but changed plans i guess hmm. went to AU LAIT just now had some espresso to wake me up and had a ice blended mochacinno mmmm =). i think im gonna get addicted to coffee? i just need it to give me energy and to wake up since ive been sleepin for a few hours only coz i keep waking up early for some reason? hmm oh well. anyways thats all im gonna say and i dont think im gonna sleep anytime soon cause im still wideee awakeee.

DAMAI,

enjoy life, life could be short or long.
live life to the fullest.

Its the Holiday

Happy holiday to all, hmm what is there to do in the holiday? there nothing!. fucking boring as hell but at times it gets fun when theres something going on but then when it comes to going home and have absolutely nothing to do it can make me go crazyy haha. right now im just starring at my laptop screen and doing nothing at all so i decided to blog and write some stuff. 

its good to be in the holiday because like we dont have anything to worry about and we can sleep as long as we want, thats the best part. But it gets boringggggggggggggggg when u got nothing to dooooooooooo. We need some parties in brunei pleaseee hehe =D. anyways thats all imma say and its time for me to start starring at my screen agen. caio 

DAMAI.gdx-

Weekend

On friday went raya-in with tm them all and the gunners group. it was good coz i was in a really good mood since the day started. anyways today went raya-in again with some of my close frens, we went to like 7 houses? whereas we usually go to only like 2 to 3 because we usually stay at someones house longer. it was a really good journey a lot of thing happend but then im just not bothered to write it now i lost my mood haha. nah go enjoy some of the picssss

DAMAI,

As soon as forever is through, i'll be over you

This song

This song makes me happy, it makes me think good, it makes me feel motivated, its special. listen to it and concentrate =P heres the lyrics. (i cant help it, its just too good)

Wake up everyone

How can you sleep at a time like this

Unless the dreamer is the real you

Listen to your voice

The one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue

Lip and the neck will appear

I don't wanna wake before

The dream is over

I'm gonna make it mine

Yes i... I know it

I'm gonna make it mine

Yes i'll make it all mine

I keep my life on a heavy rotation

Requesting that it's lifting you up

Up up and away

And over to a table at the graditude cafe

And I am finally there

And all the angels they'll be singing

Ah la la la ah la la la I la la la la love you

I don't wanna break before

The tour is over

I'm gonna make it mine

Yes i...i know it

I'm gonna make it mine

Yes i'll make it all mine

And timing's everything

And this time there's plenty

I am balancing

Careful and steady

And reveling in energy that everyone's emitting

I don't wanna wait no more

No I wanna celebrate the whole world

I'm gonna make it mine

Because I'm following your joy

I'm gonna make it mine

Because I... I am open

I'm gonna make it mine

Yes I... I'm gonna show it

Yes I'm gonna make it mine

It's mine...

Yes I will make it all mine

enjoy life. DAMAI

1 pic

malay post for once.

sakit hati ku kepada kau ani wah kalau ku dapat ku antam ko sekali wah. banar ku antam ko tarus nasib jua ko ani, nasib ko raya maaf zahir batin sja, nasib ko ia inda suruh mun inda abis ko banar kalau ko baca ani dan paham apa ku cakap alhamdullilah. atu lah sja kan ku ckp sorry ah mau jua ku keluar kan kesakitan ku ani cana tah jua. [= bah DAMAI sja. menyakitkan jiwa orang saja.

Both ways would still hurt, i don't what else should i do.

2008

pretty much an hectic year for me stuff has been goin on, theres the ups and the downs. So much things has happend and theres more to come. I guess its just life, this is how it goes for me hopefully next year it would be better. I havent had a good year since 2006? so i guess 3 years in a row and i think this year would be the worst? things happen too fast at times. i think thats all im gonna say i wont go in details =) some would know it already. thats all i gotta say in this post its 2:33AM and i got school tomorrow so im gonna try to sleep (ive been trying to but i cant so i felt like posting just to keep my blog up to date) im gettin real sick too my throat is killing me and i have a bad headache hopefully ill be alright later when i wake up and if i do get sick i would get super sick and i dont want that to happen coz i would just stay in my room all day....

 aight DAMAI to all.

lost in my own world . . .