done.

Enough bloggin for me i guess. but maybe next time ill start updating again when i get the mood back. hehe

DAMAI TO ALL!- c y a next time,

days,

I havent blog for like a week now? ive just been pretty much busy? and lazy? at the same time so yeah and i dont have much to say i guess. everyday is just a normal day, every week is just a normal week. things dont change much i guess? its like a dejavu everyday. i guess thats all imma say.

DAMAI,

now i just fear to feel this way again.

bad night.

i feel super sick and i got the worst headache. i cant sleep and i cant relax. ive been gettin up my bed and goin in the toilett to vomit. been vomiting like crazy fuck! im not feeling well att all =/. i dunno wat is up but suddenly i felt like this either i got food poison or im just getting really sick. i really hope i feel better 2morro and i can sleep tonight =/.

.... what a fuct'ed up night.

weekends are here.

at last its the weeekend. time to sleep as long as i want hehe. i still got work to do tho for monday =[ oh wells ill do it on sunday and something like that hehe. never like doing homework early in the weekends coz i never have the mood too haha =P who does?.

anyways had international day just now. which was pretty good hehe. was wearing an airforce coverall. i was the co-pilot and tm was the pilot hehe. bakh,bil,jason and haziq was also wearing a army gear but they wore the cadets which was good too. have a few pictures but im not bothered to post at the moment coz im not bothered to wait for it too load. so just check it out in milin's or anna's picasa or facebook.

i must say this was one of the best international day that ive been too since i was in jis. maybe just because that the assembly didnt have much speech? so i didnt get bored haha eventhough it was super hot coz of the coverall haha. i guess thats all imma say [=

DAMAI,

missin` your voice.

add me in ure contact list =p

add my new number all.. +6738942020 but ill still be using my +6738841212 so if u wanna contact me just call any hehe.. =) thats all im gonna say.

DAMAI,

baik pulang ku taruskan sja hari atu and fucking pwn u. tapi NASIP aku ani baik. =] gg.com

Stress is poison,

school school school... same old same old shit happens in school. nothing much ever changes. its just talk,work,sleep,listen. today was a not bad day? didnt sleep in any of my class i think? so im pretty much proud of myself haha.

anyways had basketball training today with my frens, JC (jerudong-coast). the team which is going to have a match with the jis senior basketball team on the 17th november, after school so if u all wanna come and watch and support it'll be good =p. 

ah yeah watched the new James Bond. its pretty good usually its good coz of the action and stuff but this time i say the story line is really good. i suggest u guys should watch it and its not that bad.

hmm i lost the mood to post already so i got nothing else to say so i think im just gonna go try sleep? if i can. my mind is not free enough to make me fall asleep heh.

DAMAI,

what can i do?.

sittin, waitin, smokin, listenin-

                     death note.' in media studies. =p

ive got nothing much to say about my old boring dull life. its been a pretty boring week?. been getting introuble pretty much in art. every single lesson the teacher just picks on me eventhough if i did my work ill still get introuble so what the fuck is the point of me to do the fucking work. i dunno, i hvnt like got pissed at the teachers just been keeping it in which is good. hope it stays like this all the way coz i dun wan to fight back againts these teachers coz ill just get busted even more.

I feel so fucking weak today. after school went home slept woke up feeling dead but i was awake. didnt feel like doing anything or anything which involves me moving. i dunno what is up but yeah, oh wellllllls maybe im just tired from running in the fucking jungle in PE.

"bah adangtah, alum lagi ku puas hati sama kau ani tapikan aku bersabar sja, walaupun pagi2 aku bangun aku pikir sal kau whether if i should or not. tapikan ku biarkan sja sal apajua kalau ku memuaskan hati ku wah arah kau? apajua ku dapat dari aatu. nasib jua ko ani aku bepikir wah mun inda wah mati ko." Your just another hater on my list.

cant wait till new years, need to start a new good fresh year =] hopefully is all gooooood. time to enjoy life. anyways thats all imma say i guess.

DAMAI sja!

In the morning

Its 6:30 AM and yet im still awake, hvnt slept for the whole day and plus i hvnt had a good sleep for the past few days. mostly because i sleep really late and wake up a few hour later. i know its bad for me and stuff like that but what can i do when i just cant sleep. ive been watching movies like crazy just to make me fall to sleep but i usually end up watching it till the end.

Havent seen sunlight since yesterday till now because its been raining like crazy. A rainy day is pretty depressing because the sky is dull and dark so sometimes it would just ruin my whole day. I think sunlight makes me smile, night makes me think and sun rise makes me free. i dunno what time im gonna sleep so i guess im just gonna keep tryin by watching a movie to get me to sleep. gonna watch "Griffin & pheonix", ive watched the first part and it was interesting so i guess im gonna finish it off and hopefully by the end of the movie ill be asleep [=.

1 week holiday isnt enough for me coz i dont have the mood to start working anytime soon. still in the holiday moood, oh well its life heh. anyways thats all imma say peacee.

DAMAI, smile and the world will smile with you.

written by his friends!

this is Azhim,

im watching hehehehe =8) i think i look like Sean Kingston, thats what people said lah. but im not so sure myself ah. we're at Netcom. me like to sing Beautiful Girlz.

i watched High School Musical 3 this afternoon with my school friends, i like it alot.

ps: i think Queen Latifah is hot =8)

this is Tarzam,

i go to Basi Buruk gym. im from the Iban tribee. i come from Kuching lah. the jis school no like me, so i go to LCB. i think im very popular there, people said im very cute when i go in the school. i go a new hair cut, makes me look round like a dog.

I love Rachel much much <3

this is Nadhirah,

okay, what the hell mann. so pacah.. haha.

The Question

Why you so happy?
- Because im still alive.

Im bored im bored. what am i suppose to do now when i cant sleep. i think i listen to like half of my playlist? been listening to music for like 5 hours straight now? i know pretty weird but ive got nothing to do!. i think im gonna go crazy soon haha. i have a huge headache now i think cause of the life coming from my computer screen. my lungs hurts but it comes and goes hmm i wonder why.

Was suppose to go raya-in today? but changed plans i guess hmm. went to AU LAIT just now had some espresso to wake me up and had a ice blended mochacinno mmmm =). i think im gonna get addicted to coffee? i just need it to give me energy and to wake up since ive been sleepin for a few hours only coz i keep waking up early for some reason? hmm oh well. anyways thats all im gonna say and i dont think im gonna sleep anytime soon cause im still wideee awakeee.

DAMAI,

enjoy life, life could be short or long.
live life to the fullest.

Its the Holiday

Happy holiday to all, hmm what is there to do in the holiday? there nothing!. fucking boring as hell but at times it gets fun when theres something going on but then when it comes to going home and have absolutely nothing to do it can make me go crazyy haha. right now im just starring at my laptop screen and doing nothing at all so i decided to blog and write some stuff. 

its good to be in the holiday because like we dont have anything to worry about and we can sleep as long as we want, thats the best part. But it gets boringggggggggggggggg when u got nothing to dooooooooooo. We need some parties in brunei pleaseee hehe =D. anyways thats all imma say and its time for me to start starring at my screen agen. caio 

DAMAI.gdx-

Weekend

On friday went raya-in with tm them all and the gunners group. it was good coz i was in a really good mood since the day started. anyways today went raya-in again with some of my close frens, we went to like 7 houses? whereas we usually go to only like 2 to 3 because we usually stay at someones house longer. it was a really good journey a lot of thing happend but then im just not bothered to write it now i lost my mood haha. nah go enjoy some of the picssss

DAMAI,

As soon as forever is through, i'll be over you

This song

This song makes me happy, it makes me think good, it makes me feel motivated, its special. listen to it and concentrate =P heres the lyrics. (i cant help it, its just too good)

Wake up everyone

How can you sleep at a time like this

Unless the dreamer is the real you

Listen to your voice

The one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue

Lip and the neck will appear

I don't wanna wake before

The dream is over

I'm gonna make it mine

Yes i... I know it

I'm gonna make it mine

Yes i'll make it all mine

I keep my life on a heavy rotation

Requesting that it's lifting you up

Up up and away

And over to a table at the graditude cafe

And I am finally there

And all the angels they'll be singing

Ah la la la ah la la la I la la la la love you

I don't wanna break before

The tour is over

I'm gonna make it mine

Yes i...i know it

I'm gonna make it mine

Yes i'll make it all mine

And timing's everything

And this time there's plenty

I am balancing

Careful and steady

And reveling in energy that everyone's emitting

I don't wanna wait no more

No I wanna celebrate the whole world

I'm gonna make it mine

Because I'm following your joy

I'm gonna make it mine

Because I... I am open

I'm gonna make it mine

Yes I... I'm gonna show it

Yes I'm gonna make it mine

It's mine...

Yes I will make it all mine

enjoy life. DAMAI

1 pic

malay post for once.

sakit hati ku kepada kau ani wah kalau ku dapat ku antam ko sekali wah. banar ku antam ko tarus nasib jua ko ani, nasib ko raya maaf zahir batin sja, nasib ko ia inda suruh mun inda abis ko banar kalau ko baca ani dan paham apa ku cakap alhamdullilah. atu lah sja kan ku ckp sorry ah mau jua ku keluar kan kesakitan ku ani cana tah jua. [= bah DAMAI sja. menyakitkan jiwa orang saja.

Both ways would still hurt, i don't what else should i do.

2008

pretty much an hectic year for me stuff has been goin on, theres the ups and the downs. So much things has happend and theres more to come. I guess its just life, this is how it goes for me hopefully next year it would be better. I havent had a good year since 2006? so i guess 3 years in a row and i think this year would be the worst? things happen too fast at times. i think thats all im gonna say i wont go in details =) some would know it already. thats all i gotta say in this post its 2:33AM and i got school tomorrow so im gonna try to sleep (ive been trying to but i cant so i felt like posting just to keep my blog up to date) im gettin real sick too my throat is killing me and i have a bad headache hopefully ill be alright later when i wake up and if i do get sick i would get super sick and i dont want that to happen coz i would just stay in my room all day....

 aight DAMAI to all.

lost in my own world . . .

That saturday. >kong-ed? :)

hm i havent blogged since last month according to Nina AB hehe so i guess im gonna blog now? my reasons for not bloggin was that im just too lazy and sometimes when i get the mood to blog my net goes all retarded and crap like that so i give up haha oh well im gonna talk about last saturday "Minjin's Party" it was a good party it made my weekend real interesting and fun eventhough i got pretty kong-ed OUT! haha. Went there after sungkai i was super full and all that and there was SUSHI but then i didnt want to eat coz i was scared to vomit if u know wat i mean? ;) *hint hint*.As usual in a party theres music, drinks, food and all that normal things but this party was good and fun it was very... lively? well to me it was haha (not sure why ah :P). hmm went around the place givin everyone the china town but you know most of them refused coz they didnt like the taste so i was like mann, u dont go for the taste u go for the feeling :) thats my rule. anyways got back from the party like 3? and just passed out at home ZzZzzzzzzz~ woke up in the morning with a headache and my body was in painnn mmy mus-kles were like broken or something haha so i kept waking up from this pain it hurt like crazy and my brain was DEAD so i just forced myself back to sleep. woke up a phew hou

rs later it felt better still was hurting but then it wasnt as bad so i could live with it :). i guess thats all im gonna say to you all and i would like to thank 

min jin and yei jin the 2 kezeki's for the brilliant party. ive got like 2 pics of the party atm so i think im gonna post it just for fun and to show how it was like ;).

                                               Dan K.O and Bil having a rest

DAMAI- 

Mu if u were there man we could take the china town together most of them pussied out yaww.. hahah 

[=

text at the bottom :P enjoy them pics first hehe

i just realised that my blog really looks dead because of all the colors. maybe i should like change it too bright color to make it look more happier and undull if u knw wat i mean? hehe.

its been a pretty long time i hvnt blogged? ive been pretty much busy and very lazy to blog haha ive lost the mood to blog nowadays. when i first made my blog im always excited to blog whenever something happend or whenever i have pictures. i used to like go around and take pictures just for my blog but now hmm i just dont do it anymore got bored i guess? hehe. 

DAMAI!

you're my needs that i need to fulfill

i shall blog.

im gonna write about my day on saturday. i played football with dsp. it was a match againts the new gunners. it was just a friendly match so it was nothing serious. the main thing on the game was to have fun. our formation was pretty wierd coz some of the defender was playing for striker like bakhtiar. haha he played pretty bad on striker like he said he was born to be a defender hahaha. i play as right wing which usually needed stamina and speed which i didnt have at all hahaha. DSP had a really nice jersey with our new logo on we used the new barcelona shirt which is half maroon and half blue. we put our logo over the barcelona logo which made the shirt look really goood haha. after half time the score was 1-0. 1 to the new gunners which kimmy scored, his goal was pretty much good coz he shot in an angle whilst 3 defender was trying to get him. second half hafiz damit who scored for dsp which a good header assited by jeraimi jemat. a few minutes later awit scored for gunners with his amazing dribble he passed like 4 players and scored a goal. overall the game was fun and interesting. i was actually proud of myself because i did 1 shot which was pretty good but unluckily the keeper caught it so i didnt score the goal :(. anyways im gonna say thx to all the old dsp members that came to play and participated for the game. :D damai.

Enjoy life.

lets party and enjoy life when u still can. thats all im gonna say.

Damai.

p/s. dun mind my blog im too lazy and busy to update at times. but ill come back soon hehe :D stay tuned

Life?f

Lets talk about life shall we? but 1 thing forsure lets not get too emo about it. the rule in my life is to enjoy every second that ive got. U knw keeping in stress is one of my best talents because u knw i rarely do get stressed out or all that. just gotta be happy and im all gooooood. Theres an disadvantage of keepin in all these stress and all that because at 1 point it will just burst out so you would go super stressed out. it happend to me few days ago i think or was it weeks? while i was trying to sleeep, all these thoughts just got into my head and different things just starting poppin out and colliding each other if u knw what i mean so i could'nt sleep one whole day.

hmm what else can i talk about hmm. thing have changed for the past few years. i still the days of "DSP" which is now the "GFC". DSP means dirty south players and the one who came out with the name was Muiz Idris and Hafiz Damit. The first tourny that the team joined was the football funday, in each team there should be only 8 people but we had 10 and we played really well and came 1st. The second year that the team joined football funday agen we split into 2 teams because that the team eventually grew and started to expand slowly. there was the 1st team and the 2nd team both team had pretty much even players but the most important thing was that we had good team work which made the team go to its peak. eventually the 1st team lost and came second and the 2nd team won 1st place which i was in :D hehe. After awhile tm came to JIS and joined the team and after a few months the team started to expand rapidly and the training went more strict so the team improve much more faster. The team name change to GFC and every1 else agreed to it. then i stopped playing football coz im not bothered at all. u knw me im one of the lazy ones hehehe. i think thats enough for me to write about the team.

hmm time to write some more bullshit. gotta think harder :D:D i think im gonna talk about my CS life meaning Counter-strike which is a pretty much popular computer game which is basically about a team killing each other and the other has an objective and the other gotta try stop the other team objectives by using tactics and skills on the game. ive been playing this gave for more that 5 years i think the first time i started playing was when i was 10 years old i think so i guess ive been playing this game for around 6 years but then i did stop in the middle because i got bored of it then i started agen and brought aiman,malik,azhiim n mizi along with me and taught them how to play and now they have improved alot. We made a team called Cass.Card (which only some people would knw what it means) in the team was Me (Captain/solo-er), azhiim(killer), Malik(silent), Aiman(distance) and the last and not least Tarmizi(our decoy) hehe. we were a pretty much good team we had the teamwork but we didnt have much fire power because they just started palying the game but then now i am sure that we could do better since every1 has improved alot.

i think thats all im gonna say its pretty long and pretty boring i think but i got nothing else to do. Sorry that the stories are pretty much unfinished coz im too lazy to write more maybe next time ill continue.

Damai. 1 reply and thats all

SOMETHING FUKING WRONG WITH MY BLOG

I WROTE A WHOLE BOOK ALREADY ABOUT WAT IVE BEEN UP TOO BUT IT FUKING GOT DELETED SOHAIIIII HEHE

At last?

its been a while that i hvnt blogged. ive been busy for the past few days been packing my house coz im moving house soooooooooooon. there is so much shit i gotta pack and im lazy as hell hmmmmmz :S oh well i gotta do it its just how life works hehe. i was suppose to move out last weekend but then my whole family hasnt finish packing all the stuff in my house so we gonna move next weekend hopefully.

Fishing

i just got back form fishing. and its now 8:14am. spent half of the day fishing hehe :D. it was a good experience and a good adventure at night hehe :D. i went with my bro and my fren with his cousins. didnt catch much fish =_= but we did catch 2 haha, we spent that long and only cought 2 and unlucky me i didnt get to catch any damn fish were mocking us and just eating the bait and run away =(. oh well haha after fishing we went to the beach to see the sun rise since one of the dude nvr got to see a sunrise before haha after that we had some breakfast :D, heres some of the pic i took while fishing its not much but oh well. enjoy my skilled photography :D

Damai to all.

dedicated to jess the loser :D

HEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHE nice pic jess :D

this is jess. smiling but hiding her face haha :P. hmm wat can i say about her hmmm... she the only one online tonight so i aint as bored :D all i can say is that shes a loser but fun to kacau:P HEHEHEHEHHEHEH. wc-in with her atm and im being a retard with my sweater haha looking like and eskimo :P. she always looks blurr in the wc, as she said thats her normal face :P haha. rarely see her smile =/ always blurr. nvr changed haha :D. but i must say shes a good fren and fun to talk to or kacau :P i always force her to stay awake so i dun get bored sometimes i fail but sometimes she stays awake like 2nightt hehe fun fun :P. boredom has strucked me agen today and i was fukin bored the whole day hehe :D no1 came online xcept jess on the afternoon :D. aight thats all im gonna say i guess haha. sry for my bad english on this one and my repetition im just typing w/e comes up in my mind hehe. and im too lazy to do correction :D/

DAMAI.

me and ben's night life

its just gonna be pics :D we were bored hehe. all this is on 2 different nights or was it 3 haha :P. part 2 will be up soon when 2 other ppl joined us :D enjoy

                                              time to sleep :D









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